We want you to know that Love, Harmony, and Peace are closer than ever.
The Back Story:
The theme stems from the term "RomantiCRA" I called my 1st Loveletter to Emily Silver (Olympic medalist swim.), after meeting her once, because it was kind of early AND late, to be so "RomantiCra".
I had to tell her how I fell in love with the sweetest warmest woman I've ever met.
Although she already knew because the day we met, after feeling like I was serene in a garden with an ot and that she would be expecting me to return and ask her to marry , I blurted out Ahhh as if surprised how beautiful she looked and sounded. Yea, she knew I gave her my heart and laughed gleefully, as I shook my head in embarrassment. I was determined not to bother this beautiful exquisite woman with my advances. As I retreated from the table saying it was nice meeting her, she almost interjected "Well, my lighter is here for you". It didn't feel like I was walking away really, because she had invited back already. Starting her sentence with a dismissive word like "well" could mean "Well maybe you think you should run away, but my Light is here for You. Sadly, I did not return to her table. But I knew, and told friends how I felt about her and that I would find her, and ask her to marry me.
Not having her last name I was obliged to go to where she said she worked, and was told "OH she's gone!". I was shocked to think she would be returning stateside within weeks. Having her full name I sent a love letter by facebook that was RomantiCra, telling her how I fell for her. I checked online and read that she was already gone. I didn't want to embarrass her so it was a private message on FB that I had sent, which had my email and phone number in case she wanted to call.
Whether it was romanticra or too late, i said I would send another one. She didn't call so I didn't know how she felt. Several months later when I returned to FB, to write the second Love letter, her usual profile picture suddenly changed to "The Lady in the light picture" portraying herself breaking through glare from the sun to show her Love to me. It was like the poem I sent her in the first letter where at the end I state the sun could not block my view of her. What a lighthouse moment for me, as with a laugh on her lips and a tear in her eye, she was saying "I'm right here", while thinking "I knew he'd come back for the second letter". That's SO Romantic!
She was unabashedly showing that she felt like that light of love to me, and more constant than the sun. Of course it felt like someone had crashed cymbals together and it persisted for days. I felt loved and safe, so the second romantic letter, was a formal proposal that we should marry by eloping to Grenada. I say formal because the first letter was Romanticrazyl!
Well two days later she accepted, looking gorgeous wearing a black dress and looking over her left shoulder as if to face my profile and say "I'm with you" . The caption on the message window said "they accepted your request", and I was so happy the first two days that I didn't realize she had GHOSTED ME! That was okay, I just had to write a more romantic song than the first one, which was about being motivated by loving emotions called Emotivator but it was too comical. Before being Ghosted I told Emily I wouldn't be checking her Facebook page because I knew who she was inside and that I trusted her. I was struggling to describe love in a song, and so after 3 weeks Emily created an alternate story on her FB page, saying she started seeing someone who was all that, but it was out of character for that sweet lady to start seeing someone 24 days after accepting my proposal . She realized I was getting stuck under pressure and showed like she was seeing someone else suspecting I was fighting myself, and she was right.
As I told friends about this love, people would check her page and contradict me saying it was someone else she posted as her boyfriend. Then I immediately thought she was posting that to bug Me cause it had been 3 weeks since I proposed and didn"t give her the song. I then realized it was a real Ghosting saga where no one believes me.
But I expect to get help soon.... from Emily!
I will continue to show her Love through song, as I ask for her hand!
Disclaimer: If the concepts discussed here seem invalid, impossible or insincere, and attract dissonant comments, that too is Love.
If I have, or can misinterpret messages from that wonderful romantic Lady... I admit I must err on the side of Love.
I am her Romantic Ray, and I will take her as far as She wants to go...